Just Me

So, I decided to start a new blog. Why? Well, for several reasons. First, this one is free! Second, I just wanted to start fresh with a new look or outlook. Third, I'm taking on a new attitude in life!

I am 32 and am finding that since turning 30 and having kids, these have been the hardest years of my life. (I had Alex when I was 25) Some might find this odd I know. It is what it is. The hardest thing I have found about these years is finding myself. I have a hard time determinig who I am anymore. Besides mom and wife. I think I lost who I am or who I want to be. So, this blog is all about, well, me. Me just being me and finding me again. I don't have a glorified job, I don't have a lot of money, I don't have a perfect body, and my outlook on things can honestly, be, well, questionable. (If you don't have a sense of humor)

What I do have is a great family, and a job (thank you God) a wonderful home and great friends. I do love my friends and family. My goal is to find the good in everything, things happen for a reason, good and bad. Another part of my goal, to surrond myself with people that won't judge me for being me and accept me for who I am. Lastly, do the things in my life that make me feel good about myself and give me a sense of accomplishment. I will start living that part of life I have placed on the shelf, for me, about me. It doesn't all have to be about the kids! They already took the best parts of my body, what more do they want from me?

There are probably a lot of things you don't know about me. Only for the stupid reason that I don't show a lot of who I am. Why? Because I'm stupid and worry about what people will think of me. That people will judge me. Done with that. Think what you will of me and then, do me a favor. Go and look in the mirror! Guess what? You are not perfect. Repeat after me, you are not perfect.

So, if you want, sit back and be prepared because from here on out, it's just me! And guess what? I don't care if you don't like it ; ) Have a happy day!

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend.